I made this video in July of last year a couple weeks after our first show that me and Remy butchered, dedicated to our amazing bond.
I picked that song mostly because it was my favorite song at the time, but the words had some depth to them when added to the video if you knew German.
It quickly became our song (because doesn’t everybody have an “our song” in your best relationships?). It was the song stuck in my head during that show. It was the song I cried to over and over again when I let Remy go.
This is a little bit of a pointless and random/ranty post, but I never thought in a million years this song would be this…alive to me. Not until today at the thought of Remy’s future.
Wait, till the time slips away
Then I want to see you again
Wait, till the night begins
I cannot stay with you again
I had a dream about Remy last night, as gut-punching as it was. (Referring to the waiting until night begins) And today, once again, I couldn’t stay with her again.
I know you are alone
Nothing can come between us anymore
Amen to that.
No one except me knows what you feel
I’ll never let you…
No one except me knows what you want
I’ll never let you…
No one except me knows who you really are
I’ll never let you go again
Yep, the chorus makes me feel all horrible. Because nobody but me knows Remy like I do, nobody sees the real her. And with her uncertain future; I refuse to let her go again.
Yet before the storm awakes
Fate takes its course
Spooky. I’m feeling the coming storm with my Remy vs. Maddie decision, and fate is being all shitty.
And I leave you on this note.
I know you want it too
Finally you can realize it
Nothing is holding me back now.
